1 Year later - Losing Melissa Rose / Phil D. (Husband (Brother in Law) ) After one year of life without Melissa, I'm still fighting the pain of her absence. I continuously share stories, and constantly remember our adventures together for the 12 years we shared.
And on this day, on the anniversary of her death, I wonder if she is happy. I wonder if she is laughing. I wonder if she is enjoying heaven. I wonder is she is causing trouble with her twin Melinda. I wonder if they are still mischievous as expected. :)
I wonder if she thinks of me. I wonder if she remembers me. I wonder if she watches over me. I wonder if she guides me. I wonder if Melissa reminisces like I do. I wonder if she’s moved on. I wonder if she’s saving me a seat. I wonder what she’s thinking. I wonder if she agrees with my decisions. I wonder who she would vote for. (Although I think I know!)
I wonder if she knows I think about her. I wonder if she knows I will never forget.
And on this day, on the anniversary of her death, I wonder if Melissa Rose will remember that I will always love her, and will continuously tell the tales, of the adventures we shared for amazing 12 years together.
Love always, Phil
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